11.04.2011

jude's birth story - part II


We went into the hospital very early Wednesday morning for the scheduled c-section. It was exciting and really scary. They prepared me for the surgery and after meeting nurses, doctors, next thing I knew I was in the surgery room and Philip was sitting by me waiting for them to begin. 

It happened really quickly. I could hardly feel anything besides some pressure on my stomach as they pushed him out. At 8:14am Judah William arrived. They had my husband snap a picture of him and the whisked him away. This part was hard for me. And still is. I had to look at my baby on the camera before I got to see him in person. Does this seem cruel to anyone else? I only grew him inside of me for 9 months. Then Philip went to be with him and take pictures while they sewed me up and Jude got cleaned up. After a few minutes they brought him to me. And that was wonderful. He was not quite as big as they feared – still big though. 9lbs 10oz. 16cm head circumference. Ouch – tell me how that fits out a hole that expands to 10cm. (One reason to be thankful for a c-section…)

As I said at the start, nothing about this day went as planned for me. But I had my sweet Jude. And he was & is perfect. He is here and healthy. A lot of my concerns about the c-section were not as bad as I thought. A month later I feel like I am almost fully recovered. My son is nursing wonderfully. He has healthy lungs. It still makes me cry when I hear about someone giving birth or see it on TV.  I am still healing from this, but I look at Jude and have to be grateful.
meeting Jude for the first time 

enjoy your weekend! 

2 comments:

  1. Hey Katie, I don't remember how I came about your blog but I love keeping up with you and your adorable new family. I thought it was really interesting reading this post...I had Caroline via c-section due to her being footling breach. I was devastated because it ruined my birth plans as well.. I tried the trans-version even to see if we could flip her, which did not work and I DO NOT recommend, way more painful than the c-section in my opinion! I remember people telling me I was crazy for being sad, etc. But I too felt as though I missed out on one of the most womanly things a woman can do. I was really sad about it for a long time but now I don't even think about it. I have this wonderful gift and it really doesn't matter how they come into the world just that they are here!

    Congratulations again! Parenting is the toughest, most wonderful challenge!

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  2. Thanks so much, Nancy! Caroline is so cute!

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